Perhaps I just need to cry

I've avoided the movie Lackawanna Blues for a while because I knew it would make me cry. So why on earth would I watch it on a weekend when I am already in a fragile state of mind? The sense of community portrayed in the film just doesn't exist anymore and it makes me sad. I guess I'm in mourning this weekend for everything I've missed, whether it be through my poor decision-making or just being born at the wrong time.